Annie in wonderland

      This is a follow on looking at the links to the real-world history of evil and disability. I will now tie it all together. It is amazing the conversations I have with people around these topics and how they relate to what is happening in the world today with the current health situations. We are seeing a lot of people who are realizing the reality of what it is like to live in difficult and challenging situations and to need to rely on others for help. We see that this is the case with the shadow hunters, that they help each other, and that they can see that some situations are beyond their control when they created the situation. In this, we see that they can understand the situation a bit better by looking at what they are doing and how they are doing it. We see that when Clary finally feels better, she admits to the clave that she brought Jace back from the dead and was messing with the Natural order of things. This order isn’t something that should be messed with. The dead sh

  This is a follow-up post to the post on real-world evil, so we see that there was a lot wrong with the Circle and we see that there was a lot that the older generation kept from their children about the circle and the uprising as they didn’t want it to happen again. Yet we know that by telling people about their history and culture we understand that they can see that in the real world we are educated on history to try and understand it and we now start to understand it and see it as well.     As the shadow hunters suppressed the knowledge of the uprising and we that this could have prevented a lot of issues if they were able to talk about it freely. I can see the arguments for both sides around this if you talk about it we see that people around you could help prevent it from happening again but we see that suppressing this knowledge is a risk that backfires and helps radicalize people and turn them into fanatics and this is an issue that deserves its post about how the internet

So this post has been in the works for a while and I had to do a deep dive into a book that I was aware of due to some documentaries I watched on History yet it was a very horrific read and some of these dialogues could have been taken straight out of the history books, at  0.20 of this clip we see Izzy say “ that everyone has a chose Alec, and I made mine.”  This was interesting as it shows that she was willing to risk her life for a Seely as she knew that this Seely was innocent and by Lydia sending him to the city of bones we see that he would not make it out alive. So she got a team together to rescue him and it was a mixed team of down worlders and shadow hunters as we see the alliances start to form in this episode, we see that Alec isn’t willing to risk his plans as it is because of Clary that a lot of this has happened.   But knows that he needs to get an advocate for his sister, and we see that the Clave has a lot to answer for in a lot of ways it seems to be very totalitarian

 This is so important to talk about as it makes sense to me as Jace does have a shift in his mindset and we see that this is not a good thing as we see that he starts to mature in a way and he understands in a way what clary is going through as it makes sense to me.  That he was taken in by the light woods, at the age of 10  but knew he was a shadow hunter whereas Clary doesn't know that she is a shadow hunter so she needs to be taught as an adult what being a shadow hunter means.  Also, Jace knows that his abilities are good and he is one of the best as he has been told this from a young age as well.  But we do understand as well, that the world is brutal but the family dynamics can be interesting and complex depending on the missions they are tasked with as well. As we see that the shadow world is brutal, at times and it does at times impact the Shadow hunters in a very real way.   Jace knows that he has good skills but forgets his mission at times,  as he is in love he has found

    This is a follow-up post on Jace and his mindset as it goes from very stable to very unstable due to clary bringing Jace back from the dead as he was at peace, we see that even Alec knows that Jace was dead and seeks to bring the truth out of Clary but she carries that with her to the point of lying about it and then covering up that lie.   As we forget that Clary hasn’t been brought up in the shadow world and that she doesn’t realize that Alec can feel Jace and that he knew it and this is the start of Jace’s mindset shift from cocky to vulnerable. Something that can happen in reality if you have a chronic illness or develop a disability. That prevents you from having a “normal,” life. SHADOWHUNTERS 2x20 JACE DIES - ALEC'S REACTION (WITHOUT CLACE PARTS) - YouTube In this clip, we see that Clary finally tells Alec that she used the wish to bring him back this made him vulnerable to demonic possession from Lilith and it makes him so focused that we see that he isn’t himself.

 This is such an interesting post to write about as I have grown so much as a writer in doing this blog and the trauma that comes into the Shadow world is very real and listening and spending time with people who work with people with complex trauma has given me a very different perspective on it.  So please I do welcome you to start the conversation on the blog and to suggest to me content ideas as well.   I  am now starting to look at this through a wider lens one that says that we are all humans and that these guys are human as well and that this humanity is what their relationship's so complex as well as the fact that they are willing to sacrifice themselves for the good of humanity. I see that this is a good thing however we do see that it comes at a price for most of them. In that, the mission comes first this could be as simple as finding out where demons are coming from or as complex as a mission to banish a greater demon back to the realm it came from in the shadow world.