Annie in wonderland

  I posted yesterday about being able to trust myself and to manifest the life I want, and I have realized that in writing it I still see myself as an able-bodied person, this at times is true but there is something that I need to accept and that is that I am not ably bodied, and this is “My truth.” My reality is that I am disabled and that short of a miracle there is nothing that is going to change it yes there is trauma around this but I see that I did learn a lot about myself and I am now working towards healing this trauma and this is where I see that I am starting to have more of an interest in what I have always had an interest in but due to my beliefs I thought that they were “evil, or forbidden” then I look at the religions I was in and what they have done historically, and I started to question things and this was the one thing that I see in most organized religions is that you need to accept the narrative that is given to you and I see that this has bled into the mass m...

 This is going to be an incredibly personal post as I have been getting into manifestation, and as a part of that is a meditation and one that I did last night asking me to trust the universe and I started asking how I can trust the universe if I can’t trust myself. I have always had trust issues, which has hamstrung me. I was as a child not let down by my family, but I was “That kid” the kid that was invited to the birthday as it was expected of me. As well as the kid who was tired but didn’t get good grades. I still can’t watch the good dinosaur as I burst into tears it does hit me close to home about needing more time, but how much more did I need? There also wasn’t the information and the support we have now. I have also spent a lot of time and money trying to fix gaps in my education, but am trying to accept myself for who I am. This is challenging for me as I think that I am trustworthy, but I can’t trust myself, so the question is how I learn to trust myself as, as it’s ...

  OK so this is the start of a new series about the national disability insurance scheme as we have seen the minister for social services the honourable bill shorten is on a mission 2 reboot the NDIS we have seen a lot of fear-mongering from not only the legacy media b but from other places as well including I'm not limited to blogs YouTube TikTok by people who have a vested interest in ensuring that the way they can profit from this scheme is valid sorry this would be agencies that provide support workers who are currently overpromising and under-delivering Kaya two people with a disability. We are also seeing the fear that's rightly placed by disability advocates, however,, we do see that there are some major rort’s of a system that was designed true provide support for the most vulnerable end profoundly disabled people in our community. There was never supposed today a rolling into the NDIS of state-based systems these were designed to stay and support people who needed less...

This is going to be a bit of a different post due to the controversial nature of it, and this is something that we need to be aware of when people are talking about “inclusion, equality, and diversity,” something that has been hijacked and politized to the core in universities, at its core it’s about including everyone in the conversation. However, I see that there is a group of people who are often left out of the conversation until it becomes critical because someone has been harmed and people start to realize that there is very little education or training around disability in schools and higher education facilities, except that they do have some forms of what they call disability accommodations, but one look on Reddit we see that many professors don’t accept them or don’t even realize they exist. This is because they have been abused by people who don’t need them, so what is it that I am rambling on about, well it’s disability erasure and mainstreaming of disability. This is a good...

  The basics are that a change of circumstances is when a person is needing more support that is available within the scope of the NDIS but is unable to fund it within their current funding model and this is where we see some common examples of this could be a disability that changes your mobility or changes your level of function from day to day. Or you are at risk of social exclusion so needing extra community access, or even your housing facility has covid so they need extra support as you can’t be left alone, and we see that these are all reasons for change. As well as unexpected events such as an illness or needing to move homes so from independent living to a Supported living facility, or from a private rental to a specialist disability accommodation housing. These are all situations where if we didn’t have funding in a plan you can apply for the change of circumstances within this situation, and we see that this is not something that we need to use all the time. The fundin...

OK so this is the start of a new series about the national disability insurance scheme as we have seen the minister for social services the honourable bill shorten is on a mission 2 reboot the NDIS we have seen a lot of fear-mongering from not only the legacy media b but from other places as well including I'm not limited to blogs YouTube TikTok by people who have a vested interest in ensuring that the way they can profit from this scheme is valid sorry this would be agencies that provide support workers who are currently overpromising and under-delivering Kaya two people with a disability. We are also seeing the fear that's rightly placed by disability advocates, however,, we do see that there are some major rort’s of a system that was designed true provide support for the most vulnerable end profoundly disabled people in our community. There was never supposed today a rolling into the NDIS of state-based systems these were designed to stay and support people who needed less s...