Annie in wonderland

    Hey so this is a really random post but one that ties into a wider discussion I think we as a society need to have around consent, and     the internet being forever. I have learnt that the hard way, but I am currently working on some other blog posts and I came across a screen shot of David tenant on Tumblr and it looked recent and it was from his wife’s Instagram ( David doesn’t do social media but is aware of it.) But I saw that they zeroed in on his foot where being pride boots, and then immediately    started speculating on his sexual preferences, as they have been doing for a couple of years since Good Omens has come out, and I am not saying I have anything against his preferences and his marriage but I started digging into his wife’s Instagram account and I saw in most of the posts that he was in and I might be totally wrong he looked scared or annoyed and there are some very recent ones that seem    to be quite invade and that she was filming without his knowledge, and I do

      Some of you have never worked with high-profile people or in the arts and it dam well shows. How can I say that you have never worked in the art, or with high-profile people, because people don’t know the technical terms, that are commonly used in the industry some of you are trying to use them but we are seeing that people don’t want to use it, in the correct terms? So, an important thing to remember is that you are only seeing what an actor or content creator wants you to see and that there is something called fan service. You also see that people, see that people need to be able to understand what is happening with premieres and press nights they might be flirting but again we see what they want us to see and that is a part of their work and it’s a very noisy environment, and that is why people need to be looking at people’s lips. Using the terms out of context is not great and it shows that you’re interested but not interested in learning the correct terms, One take doesn’t m

     So I don’t know what it is but I have discovered that there is something inherently wrong to with Tumber it is a website dedicated to Fan art and fan fiction. However there is a lot of what we see and I am in the camp of it’s creepy and wrong,    an art form called real people shipping for those who aren’t aware of what shipping is it’s what they call shipping non-cannon, characters together. I am okay with shipping fictional characters but I am not okay with shipping real-life people as you watch it and see it brought up at fan conventions and on talk shows and they talk about how uncomfortable it does make them and to me, this is a little weird and creepy and potentially unhinged because some fans and it seems to confuse reality and fiction and even when their real-life spouses are doing creepy stuff, like recording content without their consent and something that I have learned the hard way is to ask for consent when talking about family and to watch your tone, but I see that p

https://open.spotify.com/episode/0xXXqbLOhn2KojUUymkdSM?si=9ce34142b4d743f8 So, I didn’t think I would make this post, but I think I need to for my mental health and I acknowledge that I need to make it and that I don’t know this person. But I have to say I admire their work and the way that they live their lives as a person. Due to how we see many actors get political, we see them take the popular stance to not anger the woke mob. I know that he has a lovely family and actively keeps them out of social media, and he can keep his private life just that.    He has also navigated having a large family and a nonbinary child and rumour's about his sexuality with grace and that is something that I can’t say that I haven’t taken an interest in, and have to be honest and I have commented over on Tumblr about being a bad fan for seeing his wife post content without active consent, but I realize that I don’t know them and was in what I could consider a parasocial bond but I am realizing it&

    This is going to be a hard one to write about and I am not sure if I should post it to the media blog or the main one. Still, I will post to both, and I have to admit I haven’t been able to finish the film but I have been watching the David Tennant movie Recovery and it’s on Tubi if you want to watch it legally. But you can also find it online as well. It is a well-done movie and it is a very accurate portrayal of a brain injury. It tells the story of    Allen head of a construction firm that suffers a traumatic brain injury and I have to say that its portrayal is accurate as it not only focuses on him as a brain injury survivor but also the family trying to accept that the person that they knew is gone and that there is a different person in place and the frustration of a person who “ present’s” as able-bodied but isn’t and has what we now know as a hidden disability as we don’t say invisible as this means that it may not be their, but hidden well it’s simply hidden from public vi

This is going to be a hard one to write about and I am not sure if I should post it to the media blog or the main one. Still, I will post to both, and I have to admit I haven’t been able to finish the film but I have been watching the David Tennant movie Recovery and it’s on Tubi if you want to watch it legally. But you can also find it online as well. It is a well-done movie and it is a very accurate portrayal of a brain injury. It tells the story of   Allen head of a construction firm that suffers a traumatic brain injury and I have to say that its portrayal is accurate as it not only focuses on him as a brain injury survivor but also the family trying to accept that the person that they knew is gone and that there is a different person in place and the frustration of a person who “ present’s” as able-bodied but isn’t and has what we now know as a hidden disability as we don’t say invisible as this means that it may not be their, but hidden well it’s simply hidden from public view.

    Let’s call this Day two for manifestation and I am working on believing in it, but I did forget for a couple of days. But as I have said before at the end of the day it’s a meditation and it helps me to relax, and to rest as I haven’t been the best version of myself. But this is helping me to be a better person and to not avoid difficult things, like getting organized I am seeing that there are some fundamental truths in my life that I won’t go into, but I have discovered that I have an avoidant personality, so I am looking at this and working with a mental health professional. I also seem to get paranoid and regularly implode my life and this isn’t great to do but I am starting to look after my physical and mental health such as walking and getting my ds appointments under control. I am trying to manifest a life where I have better relations in my personal life and where I am not avoiding my feelings, by really working on it to be able to get my life back on track, and this is