Manfestation day two ( I forgot)

 

 I forgot to do the meditation last night, but I am noticing that even with the one I am actively looking for options and getting over what I could consider a pity party and I am using the tools and programs that are open to me to work towards my goals and to set aside what goals are unachievable to me due to my disabilities or illness.

But I know that I just need to work harder and that also means asking for help becoming more resilient and not “wasting time” on the internet and making excuses.

But I am noticing that I am starting to go after my goals and work to get my health back and that is including my mental and physical health, and this is including facing things that I don’t want to face such as conflict, but I am reaching out to people in my personal life to have friends that are a diverse network.

I am also going to look at the mission drift on the blogs and YouTube and look at whether they are even worth the heartache of continuing. Please let me know if it is worth doing.  But let’s see how I go with the manifestation and moving past the guilt of “ wasting time”  But I realised last night quite late that I go through times of having extreme energy and then just dropping, then I am running on coffee and I know it’s very simplistic to say that we glorify fatigue and running on caffeine and this isn’t healthy so let's work towards getting healthy.

I know that this is a very small post but I did forget to do the mediation and I am trying to get disciplined now so let's work towards it in a small way and celebrate the small wins.